20.6.09

September 18, 2005


I’m writing alone…next to pebbles…dust…small eminences of photographs from purse…cold stone…moss on brick…my head lays against smooth stone…..my home is outside everyone’s home….I sleep alone waiting for better and all along I am outside sleeping on the smooth stone…alone…but in the mist…in the damp approaching morning…the still night breaking into dawn…the cool wind….the moving night life rhythm settles…

I think how children could only be children. We smooth each others rough edges…even the devil…I kiss to forgive. I finally evaporated in a direction that leaves me in stillness with the one and only...my mother …Ella...so innocent to forgive me because I only wanted to… I only wanted to sleep…sleep slowly into what she blessed ….on altars…and baptisms by sacred rivers….I breath deeply…falling…I collapse in her love shivering alone in a warm envelope of hugs…

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